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It’s over -It’s done. Upside down -not the one.

Broken glass on the bed -poison wishes -simple one.

Straight through the face…. New ideas coming soon…

Screaming silence, left the fucking room

Took your breakfast -left the house,

Found her number in your pocket, lipstick stains, such a
mess..

Now I’m crying and I’m fucked up.

Shut up- shut up- shut up, I’m talking

See your Way Out

Find Your Next Victim

Love scented bruise, the connection was you

Abandoned my soul, thought I was weak too.

She has your heart in her hand, I am alone again…

Too much pain inside, too much fear to hide

Falling alone again, falling alone again

See your Way Out

Find Your Next Victim

Shut up, I’m talking now.

Storms, storms
are rolling in

Taking my
breath from me

It was the
light in the darkest day.

I fell asleep
in the arms of chaos

We had a moment
of clarity

something bad
has taken over me.

In the shadows

Followed you
home

Sometimes the light
turns off

Consequences
mine.

Blow the
candle. Out                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                           
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                               

When lips taste
just like drugs.

Take the sign
and--- run.

Break from
misery.

What the fuck’s
come over me

Ahhh

Ah ah ah ah

ahhh

I picked the
wrong lane.

Pleasure turned
to pain.

It was the light in the darkest day.

I fell asleep in the arms of chaos.

We had a moment of clarity

Bad decisions got the best of me

If the rain don’t fall. When the angels come to call.

Will there be anybody left tomorrow?

Choked up, these tears I swallow

Erasing Memories

Chasing after me, chasing after you.

Erasing Memories

there’s nothing I won’t do…to you…

Had to hit rock bottom to feel you, on the floor,

Different type of cut.

Different than the one before.

I love you dead so much.

Picture this, fingernails are bleeding

Take a sip, tragedy you’re needing.

Try to stop incessant beating.

On a chain, your lips I’m reading.

Erasing you..

Your life in exchange for a kiss.

Gonna let the flame burn out just like this.

Lay beside him, eyes so fucking dry.

Think I’ll take my chances with a dead guy, dead guy,
dead guy.

You’re more likable when you’re dead.

If the rain don’t fall. The angels didn’t come to
call.

And there was nobody left tomorrow.

Choked up, these tears I swallowed – for you.

I tried to tell
you the world -it wasn’t that flat.

You looked away
like you -were under attack.

It was a
lesson, that we all had to learn.

Sometimes to listen,
your words have to burn

Then you took
that train; ran it right off the rails.

I took a
spaceship, headed to straight into hell.

The words di-vided
were not quite enough.

------- -that
line had been cut.

It was so
beautiful when the sky turned to grey.

(lower) It was
so magical, starting over today. Uh huh – ok-

What will divIde
us today?

Ah haa

The hatred that
we spoke, -was not even true.

At the end of
the day, it’s just ME and you.

------then the
rays come to shine.

….. then you
changed your mind.

Two steps
forward, fall flat on your face.

Come back to
me, all to be erased.

Turn it off,
turn it up.

Enough is
enough

Let’s not fight
over stuff.

It was so
beautiful when the sky turned to grey.

 It was so magical, starting OVER today yeah

ahh ahh okkkk

What will
divide us today

What will
divide us today

What will divide
us today

Uh huh -ok what
will divide us us today?

Let’s forget
the differences, all of our opinions.

Forget they
even exist. We start it here, ok?

No math
problems here

This year is
our year

He was the one who
left me stranded.

He was the one
who sold me his lies

He was the one
who made me cry

But Anyway

Never wanted –
to be the good girl.

Always happy
being Plan B.

He never says
my name when I’m on top.

Too much  - So little

Wrapped around
my finger- the middle.

Calculated.
Double bladed.

Dancing on my
heart strings -jaded. Jaded. jaded

But anyway

I never wanted
– to be the good girl.

Always happy
being plan B

He
always makes me moan when I’m on top

I came unraveled
-sometimes -unglued

I made him -leave
me- that’s all -old news

old news, old news,
old news - but anyways

Poke your dry
skin, break your sad soul

Make you love
me, fake my ego

Trick you daily,
manipulating

A lost cause
not worth saving. Saving. Save me.

Never wanted –
to be a good girl.

Always happy
being plan B

He can’t ever
say he loves me

Shut him up -with
my lips, never stop -just a kiss --kiss -kiss

Fuck
you

Fuck
You

I
hope you…

Die

Die

But
anyway

Are we having fun yet

Drying out their skin

Fake, their smiles

Cover their mouths

I’ve become their puppet master.

Hi- what’s your name

Where ya from

Do you wanna play?

I’ll be the villain.

You can bring your friends.

So we can kill them

Twinkle twinkle little soul

How I wonder how your head rolls.

Hi- what’s your name

Where ya from

Do you wanna play?

I’ll be the villain.

I’ll bring my friends.

So we can kill them

White padded walls and black night lights

They’re not gonna find me here…..

Leather on my wrists, my name is a number….

The drugs always make me weird…

Twinkle twinkle little soul

How I wonder how your head rolls.

Some-thing
tells me-you’re not deadyet

You’re not dead but you’re not awake

Plastic souls, so fucking fake

Stick a needle in my eye.

Voodoo barbie has to die

Hi- what’s your name

Where ya from

Do you like to play?

You be the villain

I’ll bring my friends.

So we can kill them

Dead Alex

Walk with me…into the dark, ok?

Coming for -
Coming for you, coming for YOU YOU AND YOU

Coming for -
Coming for you, coming for YOU YOU AND YOU

I walked into a
tent one day, people were standing all about.

Laughing,
cheering, a true circus, it was quite a show without a doubt.

All I could picture
was his body on the floor, to feel him die once more.

Grabbed the
curtain, walked to the back… I took a hard swing with a loud crack.

When I saw his
face, the curtains closed in, my sight went black, fireworks within.

I could hear
the cheering from outside, grabbed his neck, let the blade slide.

You know I get
high, you know I stay low, we know how it ends, please enjoy the show.

I grabbed all
the bleach, red stains on his cheeks, happens all the time, anger on the mind…

A master of my
craft, proud of the result. Smelling innocence, it was all my fault.

Funny part was,
it was all a joke, who will tell it? Hmm No one knows.

Something tells
me-It’s just a story.

Something tells
me- It’s all in my head

Mental image.
Perfect picture. Hold the pose. -To the left-. Play dead.

In the
background, silence consumed. We were all alone in a dark room

I said I was
coming, he didn’t run. Now I’m in the lead. Have fun.

You know I get
high, you know I stay low, we both know the why, please enjoy the show.

I grabbed all
the bleach, red stains on his cheeks, happens all the time, murder on the mind.

I can’t make this up you know it’s a shit show.

I can’t make this up you know- the shit show.

I made this all up, you know it’s all for show

I made this all up, it’s my own fucking shit show.